Is it true?
How will be the new normality?
We still don’t know, and I already can feel I won’t like it, at all.
Anyway, during the lockdown, while I was going deep into my own me, thinking more and more about my personality, about who I am and who I’m not, and what I want and what I don’t, where I belong to and where I know, I don’t.
I was feeling the sadness of being closed in my apartment, away from nature –which is essential for me– at the same time that I was grateful to be much better than many others. It was impossible not overthinking about the situation, all life and love I was losing, and it was so hard trying to focus on my future. I hadn’t enough emotional intelligence to do it at that time.
So, meanwhile, I had much time to experiment self-portraits, in calm moments and others no such calm.
And why I don’t show them?
![Saturday night dance in lockdown](https://i1.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/IMG_2028.jpeg?ssl=1)
![Thoughtful afternoon](https://i1.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9590-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Morning sadness](https://i0.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9864-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Morning despair](https://i1.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9872-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![I want to be free](https://i2.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9801-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Despair at night](https://i2.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9641-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Self-portrait, not so self](https://i2.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9510-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Despair on the stairs](https://i2.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9464-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Despair on the stairs](https://i1.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9463-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![A nap shoot](https://i1.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9654-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Thoughtful afternoon](https://i0.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9607-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Despair on the ground](https://i1.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_0252-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Camille Claudel inspiration](https://i0.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_0463-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Framing bodies](https://i0.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9573-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Future poverty](https://i2.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_0738-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![Off with her head!](https://i2.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_9639-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)
![The last one!](https://i0.wp.com/www.sheilabo.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/DSC_0633-scaled.jpg?ssl=1)